I have a HUGE crush on Edgar Allan Poe,,,?

You sound like a person with a great capacity for loving. That's beautiful. Poe was a gloriously doomed romantic with a very literary and scholarly brain, a rare combination that I can see would appeal to you. (he obviously could love deeply as well, which I can tell you are responding to.) Find actor Robert Vaughn's one-man show about Poe (sorry I don't remember the show's name) for the interesting information you seek. The world needs more people who can love as freely as you. Good luck!